Stress

OK, so I quit smoking, like, over 4 years ago. I had dreams the other night that I had reverted to a hard core (pack a day) smoker over the weekend and that I was going to have to really work to get that back out of my system and start over. Weird, right? I think its because I've been uber stressed lately, and eating all kinds of crap (my secret worries about ballooning back up to some larger weight... so far I've recorded a solid 1.5 lb increase that is constently there)....

Anyways. Got to rein myself back in. I keep myself on such a tight leash that I'm sort of worried that if I let it slip I could just go totally out of control nuts.